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To two lost hearts

Screwing up the best thing you could ever find...why do that? Well I did. And it didn't have to work like this. It only did because of my actions. I bottle my emotions and let them scream out over my heart.   
I didn't ever mean things as they seemed. But I never took the time to explain to you what was on my mind. Never could I believe those lies. It did get to me for a bit, but I knew that you would never lie to me...but I never told you that. My emotions became a drug, clouding my mind. They covered all my good judgment. And because of this I lost you. But I want to try and change this; because I love you to much to just give up.

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I'm Still In Love With YouWith every breath I breath,  I feel your presence beating down upon me.  When I fall asleep,  I sleep and dream of you.   
These dreams they are so vivid.  The things I wish I could do...  And yet I know these may never be true.  I'm still in love with you.   
I whisper your name in my sleep...  Hoping to wake up with you in my arms.  I reach out into the darkness hoping you'll be there...  Again another dream of you.   
When I cry in the night,  And when I feel alone...  Suddenly I feel your arms around my body.  I'm still in love with you.    I'm Still In Love With You
in Open on 6/11/08
Beaten, Bleeding, and Broken
in Spoken Word on 5/31/08
Taking The PainI look at you and see you hurting,  I know that you are in pain and I do nothing...  I just want to hold you close,  And take away your sorrow...     You are so sick,  And its like no one wants to help you.  Yet all I can do is watch,  I just want to kiss you and take away the pain...     I know that you are suffering inside...  And everyone just turns away.  But no more my love...  I lift you into the air...  "Let your sorrow fall from you body and away from your soul..."  "Let your sickness come into me..."  "Let me take your suffering, and give you my Taking The Pain
in Open on 5/24/08
UselessSittin in this lonley darkness   
Becomeing more scared with every breath I take...   
Why is it without you I feel useless,   
But I like it,   
I love this feeling....   
    
As strange as it may seem...   
I am happy because I worry.   
Now I know that I'm truly alive,   
And only because of you...   
Only because of our love.   
    
I sit and wait for that moment that I hear your voice.   
Become anxious when I think of your handsom face...   
This feeling so new,   
As if you've Useless
in Open on 5/24/08
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Keeper Of The Key IIII am complacent in this moment while staring into your eyes  You eyes look like the sun with green rays of glorious light  The smile on your face does warm my heart and calms this hate  You make me forget the worst, you make me want to stay   
When I looked into your eyes the first time I saw the future, Our lives  With just one glimpse I was lost into this world, like a portal of time  You asked me if I was alright and I just smiled and said I was fine  Little did you know that in that moment I was yours  for all time   
Your eyes do shift colors as your mood and seasons change &nbs Keeper Of The Key III
by ~NINTheFragile
Lying Around...
by ~EternalDepression
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Confusion....in my heart and soul

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 25, 2008, 8:16 PM
Well lets see....Um, well for some reason I've had the same thoughts for the past couple of months. And now my thoughts just keep coming and don't stop. I have so much to say, but I never tell the person that needs to here it...and now its gripping me tighter and tighter and breaking me ever more. As well I feel horrible for these thoughts because...well I'm with someone. And this guy is great, but he is just a crush and IDK if I can make him anything more than that. I've got something I believe I need to say, but I think these feelings are better left un-spoken. I want so bad to just let this go, but deep down I know that I can never let this go, and all the while I become excited....I fall back down because again I know that it will never happen again. I have begun to think back on things I've done within the recent weeks and know that it has meant nothing....it has only been an escape. So I have become confused on what I should do....a constant struggle between my heart and my head....

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Anything I can blare through my mind
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Food is the enemy for now...
  • Drinking: Wanting a few shots of good ol Jose

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  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Hobbs
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: Writing
  • Favourite movie: P.s I Love You
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore
  • Favourite genre of music: anything but rap, and some hip-hop
  • Favourite artist: Not real sure
  • Favourite poet or writer: Patterson
  • Favourite photographer: Patterson
  • Favourite style of art: Dark
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Shell of choice: dont have one
  • Skin of choice: dont have one
  • Favourite game: KH
  • Favourite gaming platform: All but xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunney
  • Personal Quote: Love is that which you can never express...

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~Lost-Inside-N-Out:iconLost-Inside-N-Out: Dec 20, 2007, 7:06:56 PM
Aw how cute...but he's gotta point dude your writing is deep in more ways than one
~anime-fan-boi:iconanime-fan-boi: Dec 16, 2007, 3:05:34 PM Mood: Joy
Thank you baby...I'm never really sure whether what I write is any good, but I trust you. And as for you, your writing is phenominal...whether it be horrifying, or happy, you know what was felt just from reading your poems. Please keep writing because you will go far with what you do. :excited: I love you!
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~EternalDepression:iconEternalDepression: Dec 16, 2007, 4:17:09 AMComment hidden by Owner
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